Bethan Louise

right k.

completley grow out fridnge, and do the whole scene thing, where you clip it to the side of your face.

and then the sides will be feathered back from my jawline., and also take about two inches from the bottom, and texture the whole thing, so its not flat and gay. Mum says she can book me into Trecenydd (¬¬) on Friday.

which means she pays Yay.
just hope it goes smoothly, and i look good (Y) Yeah.

i'm nervous now.
Dance in a minuet.
"come fly with me, lets fly, lets fly away"

i hate school.
x

on the phone to Mark right now.
no media, Miss Narbed is on holiday.

Art today, along with Dance, and Amazing Grace rehearsals: ergh.

Two hours with Natalie, and hopefully back to mine for a cuppa'
and some chocolate

i hate tuesdays tbh,
i'm so busy, media, art, dance, rehearsals, then ballet

i hate my hair this mornin'
i'm two inches cut off the bottom, and then i'm growing out my frindge, cos' i hate it!

mum said: if i go to Trecenydd she'll pay for me to have it done.
but i'm sorry but im ashamed to go there, after having my hair cut next to Jonathan Murphy :S

so i'll save up and have it sone in Storm!

£10 on Saturday
...for babysitting Rhys ¬¬
Fun (!)

please let me win money, or get a Job.

i need to pay back nearly £400 to my savings.
buy new clothes for Summer
i also need atleast £30 before April 14th so i can buy prom shoes and tha'

OMG
i hate being a lazy bum ai'

Roll on Easter!!

x

i had dance lesson one and two this mornin'

i should have been learning my script with Hannah & Jen, but i didnt go, after deciding 5 minuets late is just too much hassle, i went down to art and planned out my baords for the Field work Coursework (Y)

i saw Natalie for a grand total of like half an hour

and then it was off to le Sunny Bargoed
to see my beloved

we decided that we spent the day in a continuous cycle of Tea, Timesplitters II and sex.
but its fun.

the sun was shining but i only had until 6pm
and we were so sure that we would complete level one!
...but we didnt
we gave up.

but never fear for James and beth will return next Monday to save the day

Next week, James shall take me to Bargoed Park
and its a picnic on thursday at Cearphilly Castle.

i love spending like half a day with him. we talk absolute crap, but i like that we can do that. he says i ask too many questions while watching films. he always replies with a "Beth just watch it and you'll find out"

i love the way he accidentaly patronises me, and then quickly appologises for it. but yes i am a push over!

Natalies going away on Friday, gutted tbh, i felt like Cardiff this Saturday

luv you bbz.

x

OMG!
myspace is under construction
...on a Sunday!
what is the world coming too?

that just shows how sad i am :S

i watched the last hour ish of 'The Queen' today it was good.
Sunday lunch i had no meat, i hate lamb so much, its cruel

i feel like ive done fuck all today,
i washed the dishes,
cleaned the kitchen,
tidied my room (Y)

and read two more chapters of Philip Pullmans; Tin Princess, Yeah!
Beths on a roll, i plan to finish it before Easter, so i can possibly start a new book.

i can't wait for Harry Potter 7 to come out. my life is now leading up to that day.

i really need the Summer to come quickly. i'm stressing about my exams, despite only having one in the Summer. but still. Ive never done a Media Studies exam before.
i want to spend my summer with James & Natalie & Mark. and then meet up with the people i miss: Danielle, Emily, Gareth (possibly) & Nathan.
i HAVE to go to the park
i HAVE to go to the beach
i HAVE to go on Natalies trampoline
and i HAVE to somehow arange a day with Natalie Mark Gareth and myself.
just cos' none of my friends are probably going to be driving by summer, and Gareth drives, and i miss goin' out with them lot.

i have my summer planned to every last detail, sad i know, but i want this one to be perfect, as i basically fucked up last years.

I MUST GET A TAN!!!!!

x

i just spent about an hour looking at HelloGoodbye lyrics, and singing

while my parents sit in the kitchen watching Casino Royale, i wonder what i can do for the rest of my saturday.

usualy i spend it wondering the streets of Cardiff with a cheeseburger in one hand, and Natalie in the other.

but as neither myself nor Natalie have a job at the moment. cardiff seems to be out of the Question.

slightly gutted cos' i wanted to go and see James.
but lack of money, means no hugs til Monday.
i miss him today
although i miss him most days.
spent yesterday with him.
he made me indian fajitas, what more can i say
i love him.

my plans for tonight are to have a boiling hot bath with plenty of bubbles. speak to James about his day, and possibly get round to watching Moulin Rouge with a nice Cuppa' Tea.

x

Nat you gay
its saturday and im writing blogs

we should be in Cardiff right now making fun of the scene kids
and eating burgers.

visitng James in Howells

but no, im siging up to a website to read your inner most secrets.
days like these make me irritable aii

buy me a kit-kat chunky yeah?

ily dear.